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                  Yesterday …tomorrow

Today was to-morrow yesterday

What does a day weigh in the scales of time

(Or a word in a rhyme)?

Do empty days weigh less

(Or words unheard)?

Every day is made of twenty-four hours:

Are some hours weightier than others

And have they greater powers

(Are some words freighted)?

The days behind and the days before

Are they less or more according to count?

Midnight takes today from the pan of the future

And puts it into the pan of the past –

Does the balance alter the same amount

For every day paid

(And every word said)?

And can to-day borrow

An hour from tomorrow or yesterday

Today will be yesterday tomorrow.


               You Forget

You forget so easily,

and I remember with such pain …

Across the half tones of my life

your love is splashed, a crimson stain.

(How can I love in lavender when I have loved in scarlet?)

It should be soiled with much remembering.

It has been washed so often in my tears

it should be faded now, but it flames

in bold relief against the pastel years,

and all the lovely quiet shades

in which my days and weeks are done

look pale and colourless beside

the vivid patch your love has spun …

(I cannot love in lavender when I have loved in scarlet!)

And how can I forget

when with so deep a dye your love is set?

 

But you – your life is wrought like this

of brilliant colour and delight,

and in your days of gold and flame

one crimson thread is lost to sight,

and you forget. I know … I know.

Only with me it is not so.


           “You Never Enjoy The World”

                  (Said Thomas Traherne)

“You never enjoy the world aright, “he said,

“Until the sea itself flows in your veins,

Until you are clothed with heavens and crowned with

The stars;

Until you perceive yourself to be sole heir

Of all the world and even more than so,

Since men are in it everyone sole heirs

As well as you and part of the same affairs.

Till you can sing and rejoice and delight in God,

As misers do in gold, and kings in sceptres,

And birds in air, you never enjoy the world.”


You Who Speak the Language Will Understand

You who speak the language will understand,

The earth on your feet, the eagle in your eye:

You will know what it is to race through the sky

With the scudding clouds, to drink with the thirsty land,

To surge with the sea, to slip with the yielding sand,

To mount a star and watch the world go by,

Undeterred by time or space, to fly;

Conscious of the Hand within your hand.

 

You who feel the consummate inter-relation

Of all that is and all that are, will know

Beyond the need of other proof the glow

Of being and the exquisite elation

And despair and livingness that go

With the delight and colour of creation.


Airlie Close

Constantia C.P.


        You Would Have Loved This Day

You would have loved this day, with the low wind flying

Over the eager hills, laughing, crying;

Blowing the reeds by the river, pushing, tussling

With truculent branches of head-high bracken, hustling

Down through the valley, rollicking over the hill,

Creaking the lazy limbs of the groaning mill;

Whipping the trees to rage – how you would thrill

To the pace of the race as the mad wind gallops on!

 

But what does it matter, now that you are gone?


                    You

Do not expect me to believe, my friend,

This fragile form could hope to hold the whole

Of you, or its cessation mark the end

Of your distinctive – shall we call it soul

For lack of a more concise, definable word –

The quality that makes you only You

And no one else; the constant note I heard

When first we met and recognised as true.

This blood and bone could never hope to hold

The sum of all the things you do and know

And think and are, that pause and shape and mould

The instrument through which you come and go.

 

The captive You behind this form and face

Has contact with the vastness of space.

 

Airlie Close

Constantia C.P.


       Young Plum Tree in Blossom

A maiden going to her first communion

Under blue Spring skies,

All clad in white

With dreams still in her eyes,

Fragile dreams

The summer will not prize…

Alas, that blossoms fall too soon,

That dreams materialise.

 

“Veritas”

Constantia, C.P.


           

 

 

© Rosalind Spears 2021